I’m thinking about Darlyne a lot right now. It was eight years ago today that she took her last breath as she lay in my arms. I think about her every day, but every May 23rd, especially, I pause and remember.
Where is she? Where did she go? What is she doing? She is somewhere after all. She still exists. She never “died.” She just escaped the confines of her sick body. She took her last breath, and she flew free like a bird that escaped her cage. You can read about that moment in the epilogue of the book we wrote together.
Darlyne is no less real now than she was when she was in her body. For all I know, she may be right here beside me. I just can’t see her because her energy is vibrating at a different rate than mine; she lives at a different frequency. I know she’s hanging out with Angels.; she always loved them so.
I love you, Darlyne. You know that. I always will love you, forever and ever and ever. Love never dies. I miss you my friend. I ‘m sure you’re having a wonderful time. I’ll see you again – soon perhaps. Oh, by the way, is Ellie there with you? I’m sure she is. She was always your special kitty-cat, more than mine. Maybe the two of you could visit me in my dreams tonight. I’d really love that.
With love and light . . . . .
I think about Dar a lot too. Similarly wondering what her experience is now – sometimes I’ll smell something, or feel something that reminds me of times we shared together. Hodi and I do a sweet little Angel invocation before bed and I often think of our Angel Dar, usually I’ll see her laughing and clapping her hands together as she did. She was and will always be one of my great teachers – I love her, I miss her, and I enjoy feeling that energy that is either her nearby or the experience that similarly vibrates to some of our times together. Life is very mysterious from our earthly perspective. I talk about her often when a friend is having a hard time making a decision. I share with them the simplest and most perfect question Dar always shared with me “Is it a yum, or a yuck?”. It speaks to the child inside, cuts straight to the point and ignites our intuition – So Dar! Thank you for sharing your heart Pappa Bear – I Love You!